Jennifer White (wife to Seth and mother to Alison)

Who am I to be called a daughter of Christ? I am no one special. In fact, there is nothing that particularly stands out in my life.

I have sinned and been forgiven many times. Even with all of this though, God still calls me his own. There have been many times in my life when I have turned my back on my Father, and yet He still calls me His own. I have even tried to run and hide from him, but he was still there with me the whole time. I will not go into much detail about my past except to say that I have made many mistakes on this road of life. The bible says, “Narrow is the path that leads to Heaven, but wide is the path that leads to destruction.” Therefore, if that is true, why am I always trying to widen the road in which I'm on?

I have gone to church almost every Sunday of my life. I know the bible pretty well, but never will understand all of it. Truth be told ,though, I think there are some things we are not supposed to know until we meet our Father face to face.

I am currently sitting at a crossroads in my life. I feel called, but I am still unsure of what that means. As a child, I felt called to the mission field, but now I am unsure. I am ready to go now whenever God is ready to send me. I have finally reached a point in my life where I have decided to throw the, “what-if game” out the window. God does not want me questioning Him. Everyday, God is teaching me and soon I feel as though I'll be going. To where only God knows, but I will go without regret and without looking back. God tells us in this word, “Do not worry about your life. What you will eat; nor about the body, what you will put on. Life is more than food and the body is more than clothing. Consider the ravens for they neither sow nor reap. Which have neither storehouse nor barn, and God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds? Consider the lilies, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you; even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. If then God clothed the grass, which today is in the field and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will he clothe you, o you of little faith.” -Luke 12:22-24, 27, 28. This is how I'm trying to live my life now. A life without worry!